if i can't

if i can't have you“then no one can't.“

i'm not a selfish person“in fact, it's quite the opposite“but when it comes to you“my love takes over all logical reasoning“this is what you do to me“i can't control it“i'm just a servant to my love.“

i don't think you quite understand“especially what it is to be around you“i wish you could experience yourself“i wish you could feel the way your delicate cells intertwine with mine so intimately“i wish you could smell the aroma of your sweet flowery perfume mixed in with that coco shampoo you love so much“i wish you could see the way your beauty radiates and shines through the dark, lighting up my world.“

so no“i will not share“i will never share“you are only mine“in this life“and the many next ones.“